I love how you think you're cool because you can be obscure. Well, I can just as obscure and you'll never know it's about you. Everyone I know hates you. They think you're the dumbest person ever to have existed. Get a clue.
Sometimes I just feel like being mean to people that weren't talking about me. I think I get annoyed too easily.
I think I simply want to be alone and free. I want to be myself, by myself, for myself. I need this. And I appreciate having but I really do not appreciate people who are trying to take this from me. Is it so much to ask for to keep your freedom and piece of mind? Apparently wanting to be alone is some huge taboo. Well. Heaven forbid I don't feel the conventional push towards sharing myself with someone all the time. Because isn't that what it's all about? Conventions and normalcy and the proper way of doing things. Everybody best be in pairs for when we board the ark, or you get to stay behind. Well, thanks but no thanks Noah, I'll forego the ark and cast my lot with the sinners. I know the Lord wouldn't leave me behind though. I trust Him too completely for my salvation.
I need to buy some more pot. RICHARD! WHERE ARE YOU? haha.
I'm still expecting more gifts, but the current birthday tally is:
Not too bad. I'm 19 now, so I don't really expect much. It just lost it's magic I guess. Much like Christmas. I don't expect a million gifts. Christmas just excites me now as the birth of Christ. Which is a very glorious thing indeed.
I really loathe my new retainers. I can barely spit out a sentence without slurring and drooling on myself. How attractive.
Sometimes I see Amy at the mall and I chuckle to myself. I wish I could have had some of Julie's good fortune on that venture, but I'm happy for them both. I take my meager table scraps, tuck the proverbial tail behind my legs, and move on. Life isn't always what you want out of it. I'm not doing half bad.
Sometimes I just feel like being mean to people that weren't talking about me. I think I get annoyed too easily.
I think I simply want to be alone and free. I want to be myself, by myself, for myself. I need this. And I appreciate having but I really do not appreciate people who are trying to take this from me. Is it so much to ask for to keep your freedom and piece of mind? Apparently wanting to be alone is some huge taboo. Well. Heaven forbid I don't feel the conventional push towards sharing myself with someone all the time. Because isn't that what it's all about? Conventions and normalcy and the proper way of doing things. Everybody best be in pairs for when we board the ark, or you get to stay behind. Well, thanks but no thanks Noah, I'll forego the ark and cast my lot with the sinners. I know the Lord wouldn't leave me behind though. I trust Him too completely for my salvation.
I need to buy some more pot. RICHARD! WHERE ARE YOU? haha.
I'm still expecting more gifts, but the current birthday tally is:
- a new bra (you have no idea how much I needed one)
- 9 new books
- some money
- lots of free smoking up for me
- a disposable digital camera
- carton of cigarettes
Not too bad. I'm 19 now, so I don't really expect much. It just lost it's magic I guess. Much like Christmas. I don't expect a million gifts. Christmas just excites me now as the birth of Christ. Which is a very glorious thing indeed.
I really loathe my new retainers. I can barely spit out a sentence without slurring and drooling on myself. How attractive.
Sometimes I see Amy at the mall and I chuckle to myself. I wish I could have had some of Julie's good fortune on that venture, but I'm happy for them both. I take my meager table scraps, tuck the proverbial tail behind my legs, and move on. Life isn't always what you want out of it. I'm not doing half bad.